Well, the past two days haven't been the best. Umph. I feel like shiot. Judging by my previous posts, it would understandable if you gather that I am a total stick in the mud. The thing is- I'm really not. That's just how shotty I've felt.
Biz tried to send me a Q&A link but I couldn't pull it up. I am still looking for some sort of scientific research regarding hCG & TOM. What is the whole theory regarding no hCG while TOM is in town? I can't find any information on it. People just say to skip injections.
Well, I injected Monday afternoon to make sure I got the injection part down. Tuesday morning Tom came. Coincedence? I think not. I have felt like arse ever since. Brain fog, nausea, cramps, heavy flow, tired, achey etc. I can't think straight. I work from home most of the time and can't imagine how most of you go on about your business. I could barely keep my eyes open today.
Today was suppose to be my first VLCD. Well, pfft that went straight out the window. Does anyone have problems with hypoglocemia and have they battled this diet with it? Maybe I'm just not cut out for it. Maybe I'm not strong enough. Maybe the meds I am on are having sort of weird reaction with the hCG. Who knows. I'm kinda sad about it. I was so pumped up about this diet, told all my friends and basically told myself I would be 20 lbs lighter in the next month. I couldn't even last a day on the damn thing. Umph.
Not really sure what to do next. I feel like a let down. I have all this weight and feel like there's no other way to get it off. Maybe I'm just destined to be a chunk. How come all of the blogs I read? It doesn't seem like anyone is having any physical trouble with it? I mean, I know they might have hunger pangs but nothing like what I have mentioned.
I know I should have waited until after Tom. I dunno if the trouble I am having is because of that or if I am just doomed. I have all the will power in the world but it's not about will power it's about my body saying, shit's funny. Maybe I think too much. Maybe if I was out working in the world I wouldn't have time to think about how funny I feel. I didn't think this diet would be a piece of cake but it's turning out to be a piece of shit.
Of course, I don't blame the diet but my body which is 100% sensitive of anything that goes in it. I was afraid to take the b12 b/c of the way my body is. I knew that I would get the jitters from it. Ahh, what to do now. Call it a day? Call it quits? Should I go from 800 calories and ween myself down to 500? 500 is a pretty big leap for me. Maybe I should take baby steps.
I don't want to go back to Jenny Craig. I'm sure they'll laugh at me when I tell them I couldn't do it, that I didn't make it. It's a sad sad day in Lindsay Land. If anyone has any info on TOM and hCG let me know. If anyone has felt this funky, please let me know. If anyone knows the number of Pizza Hut, let me know.
Biz tried to send me a Q&A link but I couldn't pull it up. I am still looking for some sort of scientific research regarding hCG & TOM. What is the whole theory regarding no hCG while TOM is in town? I can't find any information on it. People just say to skip injections.
Well, I injected Monday afternoon to make sure I got the injection part down. Tuesday morning Tom came. Coincedence? I think not. I have felt like arse ever since. Brain fog, nausea, cramps, heavy flow, tired, achey etc. I can't think straight. I work from home most of the time and can't imagine how most of you go on about your business. I could barely keep my eyes open today.
Today was suppose to be my first VLCD. Well, pfft that went straight out the window. Does anyone have problems with hypoglocemia and have they battled this diet with it? Maybe I'm just not cut out for it. Maybe I'm not strong enough. Maybe the meds I am on are having sort of weird reaction with the hCG. Who knows. I'm kinda sad about it. I was so pumped up about this diet, told all my friends and basically told myself I would be 20 lbs lighter in the next month. I couldn't even last a day on the damn thing. Umph.
Not really sure what to do next. I feel like a let down. I have all this weight and feel like there's no other way to get it off. Maybe I'm just destined to be a chunk. How come all of the blogs I read? It doesn't seem like anyone is having any physical trouble with it? I mean, I know they might have hunger pangs but nothing like what I have mentioned.
I know I should have waited until after Tom. I dunno if the trouble I am having is because of that or if I am just doomed. I have all the will power in the world but it's not about will power it's about my body saying, shit's funny. Maybe I think too much. Maybe if I was out working in the world I wouldn't have time to think about how funny I feel. I didn't think this diet would be a piece of cake but it's turning out to be a piece of shit.
Of course, I don't blame the diet but my body which is 100% sensitive of anything that goes in it. I was afraid to take the b12 b/c of the way my body is. I knew that I would get the jitters from it. Ahh, what to do now. Call it a day? Call it quits? Should I go from 800 calories and ween myself down to 500? 500 is a pretty big leap for me. Maybe I should take baby steps.
I don't want to go back to Jenny Craig. I'm sure they'll laugh at me when I tell them I couldn't do it, that I didn't make it. It's a sad sad day in Lindsay Land. If anyone has any info on TOM and hCG let me know. If anyone has felt this funky, please let me know. If anyone knows the number of Pizza Hut, let me know.
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