P2 VLCD #5 Stop Your Cheating!

Start Weight: 167.3
Yesterdays Weight: 163.0
Today's Weight: 163.1
Total Loss: YOUR MOTHER I DIDN'T LOSE I GAINED. :(

I'm having a love affair! And it ain't pretty!

I'm So Excited & I Just Can't Hide It!

I'm about to lose control and I think I like it, I like it. I'm so pumped about Jenn going on the talk show thingy. Both of them are a true inspiration. I really wish Biz & Jen coulda gone but at least one of them is going. I am hoping that they don't get all negative, the people that are anti-hCG. I'm sure they will have people representing both sides. But, yay for the doctors that are Pro-hCG! GO TEAM HCG!

If anyone plans on watching, can you PLEASE figure out a way to record it? I don't think I get that chanel here and I really wanna see it!! So, hook a sista up,k?

I'm Phat, you know? Double Chins and what not.

Don't forget the camera adds ten pounds and a double chin.

I'm Not Getting Excited Just Yet

Start Weight: 167.3
Yesterdays Weight: 165.3
Todays Weight: 163.0
Loss: -2.3
Total Loss: -4.3

I'm not getting excited just yet. You know? I think that I weighed when it was TOM TIME so of course, I was probably bloated and heavier and holding water. I know I've probably just lost water weight and stuff. I'm afraid the scale might start to go back up, I dunno. Yes, I cheated again last night but I am getting better.

I'm ususally go to bed around 9 pm but since this diet, I don't go to bed until around eleven. I just can't seem to get tired because I am hungry. I have increased my dosage of hCG. I know this is why I felt like poop the other day and thought I was going to pass out. I was starving. Maybe the HCG wasn't as potent and it should have been.

Now, if tomorrow and the day after I lose weight, then I will start to get excited. I guess I'm in the 'too good to be true' stage. I read everyone else's stories but it seems like a dream to me. Of course, I don't feel the weight gone really. I'll just keep drinking my water and try to stick to the diet. Now, that my TOM weight is gone .....we'll see how things go.

Can someone please help a sista out?

Okay, I went and looked at my bottle of hCG. It said 2,500 units. Is this enough for three weeks? I am wondering if they didn't give me enough. Can someone please explain to me how much 125 ui/iu (whateverlol) is? How do I know how many/much I am taking?

Is it because my syringe is different? I think it's an insulin sygringe. I am wondering how much everyone else is filling theirs up.

I am curious to know all of this because I might just go with drugdelivery.ca but I have no idea how much to buy and do I buy pregnyl or orogon?

I don't even know how to do the math with my 2,500 units and how much I should be injecting a day. If anyone has any idea because I'm clueless. If you do by 5000 units does it last long enough?

Well, I lost another .6, Umph

Start Weight: 167.3
Todays Weight: 165.2
Loss: -.6 lbs
Total Loss: -2.1

Well, last night was straight hell. I ate what I was suppose to besides a chicken strip and two chips. I think my body is in shock. Last night I had to take a xanex because I was having bad anxiety from the lack of food. I couldn't breathe and my heart was pounding. Did I mention I get bad anxiety when I don't eat? It's basically my body telling me to eat. Not fun.

I've come to the conclusion that my body can not just take in 500 calories to begin with. I am not wondering if I didn't give myself enough hCG. It was pure torture last night. I didn't go to bed until 1 or something. I usually go to bed around 9. I couldn't sleep because my body hurt so bad and I was so hungry. So, I've decided to up my calorie intake. I plan on decreasing my calories slowly to 500. I know it might take a bit longer to lose the weight but last night was aggravating and scary. I was slurring my speech and kept running into walls. I know this is just my hypoclocemia and the withdrawls from sugar. I just felt out of it all day. Like I was in a brain fog.

Then I tried to talk to my step mom about it and she started getting all worried about me. "Maybe you shouldn't do this", "You don't know what the hcg is doing". I'm like, yeah I do. Go research it. She is thinking it's the hCG that caused me to feel like this but it was the lack of food. I took 1/2 of 1ml of hCG because I was going to dose everyday.

Can someone explain it to me? My syringe as 1/2 1 ml 1 1/2 ml and so on. They said to dose myself with 1 ml Mon Wed & Frid. Yesterday, I just decided to do 1/2 but I don't think that was enough. I get confused with all this 125 ui 5000ui I have no idea what any of this means. All I know is that I have a bottle of hCG and a syringes that have 1/2/3 ml written on it. How much of hcg am I getting if I am doing 1 ml?

I think I might go with Native Healing Ways after this. They have the syringes already frozen. I am afraid the hCG I have will not last for three weeks. I would think it loses it's zing after that, right? I thought it would only last for a week? Anyone else know about this? I would order from drugdelivery.ca but I don't know how much to order and all the numbers confuse me. Can someone explain this to me?